God doesn’t like you. He tolerates you. He has to love you, but He doesn’t have to like you. Have you ever heard something like this in your head? That thought lived in my head most of my Christian life, ready to pop out at any given moment to harass me. Sadly, I believed it…
My favorite morning walk is on a path outside my subdivision. The “path” is a sidewalk up the rise from a wash (think dry creek bed). In the spring blossoming flowers and trees arise from the most unlikely plants. It’s beautiful and is a good place to hear God’s voice. After several months of weather…
Bentley’s disconsolate eyes stayed fixed on the window. His body sagged over the arm of the chair as a discouraged “oompf” eased out of his mouth. He allowed me to distract him with games for a few minutes, then drug himself back to his vigil. We followed this pattern for hours. A brief joyful playtime…
In recent months I joined a Bible Study at my new home church. I love that the goal is to go deep, rather than just look at the facts. Don’t get me wrong. I love the facts of Bible stories. They are ingrained in my mind from so many years of teaching them to children,…
I forgot my glasses. Again. Ugh. Without them I could not see the tiny grocery labels, nor the novel I brought to read while waiting for my hair appointment. It happened often enough in the early days of needing glasses that a friend and I worked up a reminder. I’d say out loud, “I have…
Like many of us in the world, I have an issue with my weight. Whether underweight or overweight, getting to an ideal size is hard. And though it’s hard to believe, those who suffer from being underweight struggle just as much as their sisters with the opposite problem. Clothes are hard to find, health is…
I didn’t listen to my gut (AKA God) when I asked the keynote speaker, Robin, if I could pray for her 10 minutes before we were to start. She was typing on her phone and busy. I knew others had likely already prayed over her. But. After all, I was on the prayer team. That…
Conferences of any kind bring inspiration, motivation and knowledge. Workshops fill our toolkits, exhibitors fill our resources, and keynote speakers challenge us. But sometimes God uses a speaker to undo us. That’s what happened to me this last week. Visions Christian Writers Conference picked up the slack when the famous-among-West Coast-authors-Mt Hermon Writers Conference succumbed…
How this escaped me is a mystery. “The chief priests and the elders of the people assembled in the palace of the high priest whose name was Caiaphas and they plotted to arrest Jesus in some SLY way. ‘But not during the feast’, they said,’lest there be a riot.’ Matthew 26:4 NIV I know the…
“Teacher?,” a gentle tug accompanied the words. “Yes?” I answered looking down to see one of my kindergarten students, ready to see what they needed. “Teacher?.” The steady tug on my shirt continued. “Yes?” I responded again, noticing the student looking around the room rather than up at me. “Teacher?” The back and forth continued…